:) , To start with .... It was a looser's day and I am the looser here. Funny thing is .... My alarm can never wake me up but my maid sure can... yes i hate to clean those utensils all by myself. She is the one i wait for now a days. Well she comes on time and does her whole heartedly .. but by the time she was gone , clock was already showing 10:15 , and i knew i am late for office.
For the public transport users like me , reaching office is always a struggle , i think this is a better workout than the one i am getting in gym now a days. However , office was a failure, nothing i could do about a piece of code (shit ???? ) which refuses to run. To hell with it...... after trying for 6 hours i dumped it on a senior programmer and needless to say ... my manager was not happy about it. Ever noticed that everybody wants to talk when you are busy ??? It was same for me today , here i am breaking my head, neck and shoulder over that useless code and almost everyone of dear friends pings me... they want to talk to me , hell ... why today ? Can't you choose some other day ...... well .. i tell them i will talk to you in 15 minutes ... a promise which ofcourse i could not keep , by the time i am done with my work .. its 9 with nobody around. I came to home ... lost and tired ... to get a glimpse of my room mate leaving for his night shift... Hungry .. tired ...alone .... U do not feel like eating .... so treat yourself with a cup of Tea, watch movie and sleep..... Happy Valentine's day :))))
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Aaj lagane baitha tha mein
Jeevan ke ganit ka hisaab
Mere khate mein aayee ek cheez
Vah thi pashchatap............
Mujhe laga ganit hai ek sanchay
Aur Sanchay hai Laxmiputra
Jise mene svayam hi banta
aur swayam hi sameta
parantu Aashcharya
ismein bhi ansh
mera nahi tha
Jeevan ke ganit ka hisaab
Mere khate mein aayee ek cheez
Vah thi pashchatap............
Mujhe laga ganit hai ek sanchay
Aur Sanchay hai Laxmiputra
Jise mene svayam hi banta
aur swayam hi sameta
parantu Aashcharya
ismein bhi ansh
mera nahi tha
Friday, July 20, 2007
Pixels are colorful
Pixels are colorful , i consider life as desktop of my computer. If you have not put a wallpaper of your choice still XP shows you the green fields and blue sky by default.
I have tried to change it many a times in past but i have never kept a wallpaper for more than a month. Sometimes i put the old ones which were used before and then one fine day they also get discarded.
There is too much stuff on my desktop.... i clean it once a month ( Almost ) ... but within a month the stuf comes back ... You know what, data is changed but the way to handle the data remains same. Some assignments finish very quicky and some go on hold for long :) .... Guess some of them are real important ones but they are still on hold. Bad management from my side and sometimes i can not help it.
However somedays the desktop is all shiny and bright and you think you have the most beautiful desktop MS has to offer. Those times are sweetest !
Hope no virus comes to this PC !
Gosh !!!! Life is colorful and so is my desktop.
I have tried to change it many a times in past but i have never kept a wallpaper for more than a month. Sometimes i put the old ones which were used before and then one fine day they also get discarded.
There is too much stuff on my desktop.... i clean it once a month ( Almost ) ... but within a month the stuf comes back ... You know what, data is changed but the way to handle the data remains same. Some assignments finish very quicky and some go on hold for long :) .... Guess some of them are real important ones but they are still on hold. Bad management from my side and sometimes i can not help it.
However somedays the desktop is all shiny and bright and you think you have the most beautiful desktop MS has to offer. Those times are sweetest !
Hope no virus comes to this PC !
Gosh !!!! Life is colorful and so is my desktop.
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Poet.
Again i want to know the meaning of poet and i searched in Online oxford dictionary. it says "a person possessing special powers of imagination or expression"
Makes me think that its a very wide definatinon and takes almost every human to account, Dont you think everyone of us posses special power of imagination or expression ???
I am no good at english ... so i will accept what they say ! they are the experts.
What good a poet is ? Someone who writes something not because they want the world to be a better place but because they can not resist writing when the moment comes.
Look around and you will find many poets ( My defination of poet is someone who is writing poetry here ) and ask them who you are ??? most of the repiles which have come to me are : I am a software engineer. :) .... well this is what they do for a living .... i am not sure if that is what they are ! i belong to the same catagory.
anyway it is mid night and i should sleep now.
Makes me think that its a very wide definatinon and takes almost every human to account, Dont you think everyone of us posses special power of imagination or expression ???
I am no good at english ... so i will accept what they say ! they are the experts.
What good a poet is ? Someone who writes something not because they want the world to be a better place but because they can not resist writing when the moment comes.
Look around and you will find many poets ( My defination of poet is someone who is writing poetry here ) and ask them who you are ??? most of the repiles which have come to me are : I am a software engineer. :) .... well this is what they do for a living .... i am not sure if that is what they are ! i belong to the same catagory.
anyway it is mid night and i should sleep now.
Hectic Days
Last few days have been very hectic here ! Lots of work and pressure to cop up with Professional as well as personal front. I think its good, Good to have a training beforehand or early in life rather than late.
But then so little time to stop and think about the things going on in life makes me question the worth of all the work i am putting up. Though the humor is .. Your boss will always think " You could have done better " , hmmm.... sorry sir i dont share the same point of view with you and dont argue with me about this.
Work will never end .. someone will do it and at this time it just happens to be me. I have realized i call India more when i have a lot to do. Hope my family does not find out this , They would wish me happy long working hours then !
But then so little time to stop and think about the things going on in life makes me question the worth of all the work i am putting up. Though the humor is .. Your boss will always think " You could have done better " , hmmm.... sorry sir i dont share the same point of view with you and dont argue with me about this.
Work will never end .. someone will do it and at this time it just happens to be me. I have realized i call India more when i have a lot to do. Hope my family does not find out this , They would wish me happy long working hours then !
Sunday, April 29, 2007
Its One in the morning
Its one in the morning ... and i can not sleep . Fortunately tomorrow is sunday and i can afford to sleep till late and there is noone to talk to right now ( Ofcourse you do not have any one to talk to in a new place and i doubt there will be anyone after six months here .... i think i am aloof ).
The place where i am living , i am not sure if this is what they call as "Studio Apartment" , it has one nice large room along with bathroom and kitchen ... nice place .. my only complain is damn fire alarm which has gone off twice ... whenever i burn something while cooking ...this damn thing starts to make fun of me. Someone should let it know that i am all for myself here and even if it blasts , noone gonna come looking for me.
Best thing which have happend after coming to US is that i have started calling to my family often, calls are more frequent now than when i was in India, Though everyone asks the same bundle of questions every single time i call them and my replies never change a word ... but it sure feels nice to talk to family and friends across the globe.
Anyways its 1:15 now .. i think i should sleep.
The place where i am living , i am not sure if this is what they call as "Studio Apartment" , it has one nice large room along with bathroom and kitchen ... nice place .. my only complain is damn fire alarm which has gone off twice ... whenever i burn something while cooking ...this damn thing starts to make fun of me. Someone should let it know that i am all for myself here and even if it blasts , noone gonna come looking for me.
Best thing which have happend after coming to US is that i have started calling to my family often, calls are more frequent now than when i was in India, Though everyone asks the same bundle of questions every single time i call them and my replies never change a word ... but it sure feels nice to talk to family and friends across the globe.
Anyways its 1:15 now .. i think i should sleep.
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
How i miss India ......
Hmmm.... its just been 1o days and i have started to feel restless. God , how badly i want to go back. I am no great patriot but living alone can make you miss your family and friends even more.
Why did i come to USA ever ? simple answer is to make money. But would the trip will worth it ... only the time will tell me. Money is not everything but ya its an awfully important thing and in US it looks more important than it was in India ... yes i am in a capitalist world now !
Atleast there is country where i know what to do when i am feeling all alone other than surfing net and writing my frustration on a piece of blog. Am i on the wrong side of world ? perhaps not this side is so shining and bright and some people from India will give anything to come over here and settle down ... am i one of them ? well i dont know yet but hopefully not !
Anyway , going back is very far right now , its amazing how long 6-7 months feel when you are on the other side of globe , where as i can not even remember how fast last 6 months when i was India after my first US trip had gone !
Let me put a stop here.
Why did i come to USA ever ? simple answer is to make money. But would the trip will worth it ... only the time will tell me. Money is not everything but ya its an awfully important thing and in US it looks more important than it was in India ... yes i am in a capitalist world now !
Atleast there is country where i know what to do when i am feeling all alone other than surfing net and writing my frustration on a piece of blog. Am i on the wrong side of world ? perhaps not this side is so shining and bright and some people from India will give anything to come over here and settle down ... am i one of them ? well i dont know yet but hopefully not !
Anyway , going back is very far right now , its amazing how long 6-7 months feel when you are on the other side of globe , where as i can not even remember how fast last 6 months when i was India after my first US trip had gone !
Let me put a stop here.
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